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4:34 Speaker 9: I love it. That is portals. The band is BRSR

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5:07 Speaker 9: Today is January thirty one, twenty twenty six, and let's

5:11 Speaker 9: go ahead. We'll get this up here. And I think

5:14 Speaker 9: we've got a few members of the band with us.

5:17 Speaker 9: Hello everybody, Hello, Hey, good. So let's see. So it

5:22 Speaker 9: looks like we have Matt Aitchison, Drew Young and Chloe

5:27 Speaker 9: Johnston with us. Is that correct, Yeah, that's right, wonderful,

5:32 Speaker 9: welcome everybody. And uh yeah, I love that track. I mean,

5:35 Speaker 9: it's it's just and I did listen to the whole album.

5:38 Speaker 9: By the way, You've got a just a big sound.

5:41 Speaker 9: I just you know, that's the easiest way to describe it.

5:43 Speaker 9: It's just big. It's expansive, and I really really like that.

5:46 Speaker 9: I love the mix. I love everything about it. So welcome.

5:50 Speaker 9: Is wonderful to speak to the three of you now,

5:53 Speaker 9: and you're a five piece? Correct? Yeah, yeah, I bet

5:57 Speaker 9: when you play live, I'm sure it also sounds you know,

6:00 Speaker 9: you know big. I'd love to I'd love to see

6:02 Speaker 9: all live. Obviously geographically that would not be uh not

6:07 Speaker 9: be easy to pull off. But but let's see. So,

6:11 Speaker 9: so Matt you're you're the guitar player, and Drew you're

6:14 Speaker 9: the drummer, and Chloe you do a vocals and synth. Correct, yep,

6:20 Speaker 9: that's right, very good, very good. So well, let's start

6:23 Speaker 9: with the most obvious question first and then we'll kind

6:26 Speaker 9: of we'll we'll talk more about the music. But I

6:28 Speaker 9: want to know about the name. What is brsr mein.

6:32 Speaker 10: So it's actually just short. In the version of Bruiser

6:36 Speaker 10: it was Dove who's not here to their front man

6:38 Speaker 10: who wanted here. Orisinally wanted to be called Burst and

6:40 Speaker 10: I thought that was the worst name we postedly go

6:42 Speaker 10: for because the quotations for that in Scotland are probably

6:45 Speaker 10: completely different from any else in the world. Yeah, so

6:49 Speaker 10: we we went with Bruiser, but I found out there

6:52 Speaker 10: was a DJ also called Bruiso, so I thought the

6:55 Speaker 10: easiest thing to do was to shorten it. Also, just

6:57 Speaker 10: it looks it looks better in terms of the logo

6:59 Speaker 10: and things that just look a little bit on the

7:01 Speaker 10: T shirt.

7:02 Speaker 9: Yeah, that's true, it does, it does. So am I

7:04 Speaker 9: am I saying it wrong?

7:04 Speaker 11: Then?

7:05 Speaker 8: Am I?

7:05 Speaker 12: Am?

7:05 Speaker 9: I not supposed to say b R s R.

7:07 Speaker 10: No, it would be bruiser. But we get a lot

7:09 Speaker 10: of people all the same being like, oh, hey, what

7:11 Speaker 10: what was this done for me?

7:13 Speaker 13: Well?

7:13 Speaker 9: Nothing, so I should be saying bruiser. Yeah, okay, wonderful, Okay, excellent, excellent.

7:22 Speaker 9: So tell me about that that track portals because it just,

7:27 Speaker 9: like I said, it just sounds so big. It's atmospheric,

7:30 Speaker 9: you know, it's it's it kind of reminds me a

7:33 Speaker 9: little bit of of some of the at least what

7:37 Speaker 9: was happening here in America some of that well I

7:41 Speaker 9: shouldn't say happening here in America because a lot of

7:43 Speaker 9: it was happening over there, but it was becoming very

7:45 Speaker 9: popular here in America. You know that that kind of

7:48 Speaker 9: a big, expansive sound. But I'm curious, I mean, is

7:53 Speaker 9: that kind of I listened to the whole album, it

7:56 Speaker 9: kind of sounds that's like what you're going for broadly,

7:58 Speaker 9: but you you capture it so well. I think Portals

8:01 Speaker 9: is an excellent choice for a single, But how do

8:05 Speaker 9: you how do you describe your sound? What is it

8:07 Speaker 9: that you're trying to project with Bruiser? Now that I

8:10 Speaker 9: know how to say the name, I.

8:14 Speaker 10: Think for us, from the start, we've always spoken about

8:17 Speaker 10: the fact that we feel that the best version of

8:19 Speaker 10: ourselves is live. And when we recorded this album, we

8:22 Speaker 10: recorded it initially live in a converted church building over

8:26 Speaker 10: the course of two days. So for example, one of

8:30 Speaker 10: the longest song on the album is the second last track,

8:32 Speaker 10: Buried at Home, which is just under about eleven minutes,

8:36 Speaker 10: and the take that is on the album was the

8:38 Speaker 10: was the only take we did, and it was done

8:41 Speaker 10: live and full. And I think that that is the

8:43 Speaker 10: way that we want to capture the band, because for me,

8:46 Speaker 10: I feel like any band should be at the peak

8:48 Speaker 10: of the powers when they're live and are able to

8:49 Speaker 10: express themselves and change things as time goes on. Because

8:53 Speaker 10: you know, the quarley version of anything, I think if

8:55 Speaker 10: you're going to stick to that version for this, your

8:57 Speaker 10: career is going to get boring pretty quickly. So this

9:00 Speaker 10: this is the kind of way the songs sound now,

9:04 Speaker 10: but it's it's open to the idea of we can

9:06 Speaker 10: adapt these as as as the sound progresses, as we

9:09 Speaker 10: progressive musicians and as we change as people as well.

9:12 Speaker 10: But I get what you mean about this about the

9:14 Speaker 10: sound as well. Like we I would say was was

9:17 Speaker 10: probably my attempt to write a hum song. So yeah,

9:23 Speaker 10: as long as long as we capture the kind of

9:25 Speaker 10: essence of that, then I'll be happy with that.

9:28 Speaker 9: And what are the lyrics about here? And who writes

9:31 Speaker 9: the lyrics? I don't know if your singer writes them

9:33 Speaker 9: or if you write them or who who? Who?

9:36 Speaker 10: Ye, it's myself for the time being, so that this

9:39 Speaker 10: this album was written by myself out there in necessity

9:43 Speaker 10: because we've been we've been a band that for six

9:45 Speaker 10: months and we had about three songs that we we

9:48 Speaker 10: we sort of rushed together for a gig. The band

9:52 Speaker 10: band is pretty much that the gig was booked before

9:54 Speaker 10: before a band essentially, and the band was sort of

9:57 Speaker 10: made for a gig still six months later. So one

10:02 Speaker 10: song became too, two became four, and then ended up

10:05 Speaker 10: just with a full album. So that's pretty much what

10:06 Speaker 10: I've been working with the past year or so. Lyrically,

10:10 Speaker 10: it's it's part of the album as a whole, is

10:13 Speaker 10: as a concept piece, but it also doubles up as

10:17 Speaker 10: as individual songs as well, so that they have their

10:20 Speaker 10: own different means to me personally as well to the

10:23 Speaker 10: actual story itself. But it's it's sort of about being

10:27 Speaker 10: either trap within yourself and looking for a way out,

10:31 Speaker 10: but it's also about being trapped with another person but

10:35 Speaker 10: feeling like you're together but you're not fully together. So

10:39 Speaker 10: you know, the kind of world of being that you

10:41 Speaker 10: can be living with someone, but you can feel like

10:43 Speaker 10: you're not actually living with someone, if you know what

10:47 Speaker 10: I mean. It's almost like so it's it is feeling

10:50 Speaker 10: like you're living with someone that you have a deep

10:52 Speaker 10: connection with, but the connections failing.

10:55 Speaker 9: Yeah. Yeah, And I think that's something that's relatable. You know,

10:59 Speaker 9: certainly a lot of people go through that. I mean

11:01 Speaker 9: probably everyone goes through that at some point in their lives,

11:03 Speaker 9: you know, feeling that way. Yeah, I feel like and

11:06 Speaker 9: again not just with Portals, but with the rest of

11:08 Speaker 9: the album too. You know, there's there's a lot of

11:11 Speaker 9: emotion there. It's it's as you know, obviously you know

11:16 Speaker 9: songs can be you know, they're up to the interpretation

11:19 Speaker 9: of the of the listener, but I I could feel

11:22 Speaker 9: a lot of I just found it. I found it

11:24 Speaker 9: highly relatable, the whole thing, like I said, in addition

11:27 Speaker 9: to the big sound, and also you know, just hearing

11:29 Speaker 9: these lyrics and again, you know, I everyone puts their

11:32 Speaker 9: own interpretation onto what they're hearing. But to me, I

11:35 Speaker 9: really I really connected with a lot of this. Can

11:39 Speaker 9: you can Can you tell me more again about how

11:42 Speaker 9: this band started, because that was interesting. You said something

11:46 Speaker 9: about a gig and then you had to put a

11:47 Speaker 9: band together to fit the gig, and tell me about that.

11:50 Speaker 10: So essentially, David Arslinger had to say that he we

11:54 Speaker 10: went on the bond previously, and he'd been in a

11:56 Speaker 10: music for quite a way and he said to me,

11:58 Speaker 10: I'm looking at getting back at music again. But he

12:00 Speaker 10: obviously been a drummer. But we we'd known for I

12:04 Speaker 10: was in a band with him when when I was fifteen,

12:05 Speaker 10: so we'd always known that he had he had a

12:08 Speaker 10: great voice, and he wanted to be He wanted this

12:11 Speaker 10: to be his first solo adventure room and I was like, okay,

12:14 Speaker 10: that's that's that's kind of cool. But he went ahead

12:17 Speaker 10: and basically said to someone that we know that he

12:20 Speaker 10: had he had music to put out and he was

12:23 Speaker 10: willing to you want to play? Want to play his

12:25 Speaker 10: first gig? So he put him on a bill and

12:28 Speaker 10: he said to me, was like, oh, got this gig

12:30 Speaker 10: coming up in a bit of a month's time. And

12:31 Speaker 10: I was like, okay, cool, who's playing with you? And

12:34 Speaker 10: he was like, no one. So I said to him,

12:41 Speaker 10: I was like, I wasn't. I was kind of out

12:42 Speaker 10: of music at this point as well. When I said

12:44 Speaker 10: to him, right, okay, i'll cover guitar fhy just now,

12:46 Speaker 10: and if you can get a band together, then I'm

12:48 Speaker 10: quite happy to do the show with you and we'll

12:50 Speaker 10: just take it from there.

12:51 Speaker 9: Yeah.

12:51 Speaker 10: But I said to him that I wasn't interested in

12:54 Speaker 10: writing any material or anything like that. So I said,

12:56 Speaker 10: I leave that to you, and once you've got songs,

12:59 Speaker 10: let me know and we'll get we'll get us together.

13:00 Speaker 10: And then about two weeks for the gig, I said

13:02 Speaker 10: to him, I was like, so, what's happening with us?

13:04 Speaker 10: How many songs we have? And he was like, I

13:06 Speaker 10: still have the one. I was like, I kind of

13:11 Speaker 10: said to him, I was like, right, okay, we'll go

13:13 Speaker 10: out of the room and we will we will spend

13:17 Speaker 10: as long as we need to to get enough songs

13:20 Speaker 10: together for a set list. So the first three singles

13:23 Speaker 10: we put were written within this bace of about half

13:26 Speaker 10: an hour an hour or so, and we wrote we

13:30 Speaker 10: wrote those together, and I remember we actually finished the

13:33 Speaker 10: lyrics for the last song on the setlist just as

13:35 Speaker 10: the bass player and drummer thumb up for for our

13:37 Speaker 10: first and only rehearsal before that gig. So that's that's

13:42 Speaker 10: kind of how it all started. But it's it's obviously

13:44 Speaker 10: and it's involved Drew Chloe further on down the line

13:51 Speaker 10: as well, it's just myself and then for a while

13:53 Speaker 10: and Kieran, who's the best player as well. He's been

13:56 Speaker 10: in there since since day one. So it's it's essentially

13:59 Speaker 10: a new a new outfit now and the chaotic beginnings

14:03 Speaker 10: of the band have made this. So I'm very grateful

14:07 Speaker 10: for the deciding that he was going to be a

14:09 Speaker 10: gig with no songs or no band.

14:13 Speaker 9: That's amazing. I mean, you know, it almost kind of

14:15 Speaker 9: makes you believe in fate, right that that this came

14:17 Speaker 9: together like that under such chaotic circumstances that sound like

14:22 Speaker 9: it sounds like it couldn't possibly work out then and

14:26 Speaker 9: then it does and you just you just make it

14:29 Speaker 9: work out. That's fantastic. So obviously the show went well.

14:34 Speaker 10: The show went well enough that we decided, you know,

14:36 Speaker 10: maybe we can continue with this. But as I said,

14:39 Speaker 10: we we either. I said to him, was like, okay,

14:40 Speaker 10: I helped you with the songs. There, it's your baby.

14:43 Speaker 10: You run with it, and you you do the songs

14:45 Speaker 10: and we'll just get a practice together whenever. And then

14:48 Speaker 10: about five six months past and I was like, how's

14:51 Speaker 10: it coming with the writing, and he was like, yeah,

14:53 Speaker 10: still won't go anything. And I was like, okay, I'm

14:56 Speaker 10: kind of bored of playing the same like four or

14:57 Speaker 10: five songs. Let's let's try something. And it's been the

15:00 Speaker 10: first time since I've written a song myself, and probably

15:03 Speaker 10: about nine to twelve months, I would say. The first

15:07 Speaker 10: song that I wrote was on My Reasons, which is

15:10 Speaker 10: the second track on the album, and then Portals pretty

15:12 Speaker 10: much quickly followed after that, and it was sort of

15:16 Speaker 10: just a snow wall effect of just I think I

15:18 Speaker 10: had had a headspace of just I was back writing again.

15:21 Speaker 10: And I had a purpose to write and we needed material,

15:24 Speaker 10: so it all just came out one after another, and

15:25 Speaker 10: it wasn't an intention to write an album. But when

15:29 Speaker 10: we ended up with the Mint material with that, I

15:30 Speaker 10: was like, this feels like a cohesive units as eight songs,

15:37 Speaker 10: so we may as well. And then the more I

15:39 Speaker 10: was looking at the lyrics myself, I was like, this

15:41 Speaker 10: is telling more of a full story rather than individual

15:47 Speaker 10: stories themselves. So yeah, it's it's been. It's been a

15:52 Speaker 10: blessing to discussed because I didn't think I would have

15:54 Speaker 10: I would ever be in a band again. They woul

15:56 Speaker 10: mind writing songs again. But yeah, it's been. It's been

15:59 Speaker 10: great for and it's been really really good having these

16:02 Speaker 10: guys with me as well on this.

16:04 Speaker 9: Yeah, no doubt. Well when it comes together too like that,

16:06 Speaker 9: when it just feels, like I said, there's almost a

16:10 Speaker 9: sense of fate or destiny to it, uh, you know

16:13 Speaker 9: the way you tell it. And when when it comes

16:15 Speaker 9: together like that, you know you've got something. You know

16:18 Speaker 9: you're like like if it's one thing, if you're if

16:20 Speaker 9: you decide to start a band with somebody and then

16:22 Speaker 9: you're you know, you're spending a year or whatever, you know,

16:25 Speaker 9: trying to come up with some songs, and you're working

16:27 Speaker 9: hard at it, and there's nothing wrong with working hard

16:29 Speaker 9: at it. But but when it when it almost sounds

16:31 Speaker 9: like you know, it just sort of uh, there's almost

16:34 Speaker 9: an alchemy to it, and it all just sort of

16:36 Speaker 9: comes together like that, that's when you know you've really

16:38 Speaker 9: got something. And it's interesting too. You So you said

16:42 Speaker 9: you didn't think you'd ever be in a band again.

16:43 Speaker 9: Why is that?

16:45 Speaker 10: Well, personally, I've been through quite a bodstant with my

16:49 Speaker 10: own mental and physical health over the past two years

16:52 Speaker 10: before this, okay, and it can I continue in the

16:55 Speaker 10: thought of this. This is why it was taking as

16:57 Speaker 10: quite away with actually get to this point, because I

17:00 Speaker 10: I was essentially bed bound for most of like twenty

17:02 Speaker 10: twenty two, twenty twenty three. So to be able to

17:06 Speaker 10: get to this point and be be here just now

17:10 Speaker 10: as a miracle inner love itself. But as I say

17:13 Speaker 10: as well, like this, this is a this is a

17:15 Speaker 10: project that couldn't have been done without everyone involved, because

17:19 Speaker 10: it can. You can write as many songs as you like,

17:21 Speaker 10: but if you don't have a unit around you understand

17:23 Speaker 10: everything and are invested in the project. As much as yourself.

17:27 Speaker 10: Then it's it's really all for nothing.

17:31 Speaker 9: Right, absolutely, So how long has the band actually existed

17:33 Speaker 9: at this.

17:34 Speaker 10: Point, Well from from our first Our first gig was

17:38 Speaker 10: twenty twenty two, so you're talking about three three and

17:42 Speaker 10: a bit years or so. But a most recent member

17:48 Speaker 10: just now.

17:48 Speaker 9: Oh okay, Drew's the new guy.

17:51 Speaker 10: Yes, Drew Kloe came in towards towards the probably about

17:54 Speaker 10: mid section last year. I'd say Colaie originally was just

17:58 Speaker 10: providing back and vote on a lot of the album,

18:01 Speaker 10: and I felt that she contributed so much to the

18:04 Speaker 10: harmonic balance of a lot of the songs. Yeah, felt

18:08 Speaker 10: wrong to just have her as essentially like a studio musician.

18:12 Speaker 10: And I said there, I was like, what would you

18:13 Speaker 10: feel about joining the band? And she was like, but

18:16 Speaker 10: I can't play anything. And I was like, you can

18:17 Speaker 10: play synth. She was like, I can't play it, and

18:19 Speaker 10: I was like, you can learn. Yeah, that's that's so

18:23 Speaker 10: she never plays synth, and she's learned as she goes,

18:26 Speaker 10: and she's doing very very well.

18:30 Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, go ahead, Chloe.

18:34 Speaker 14: I was just going to say, and keeping with the

18:35 Speaker 14: band being forced in chaos, I've only been playing since

18:39 Speaker 14: since July.

18:39 Speaker 9: Last year, no caring. So is this your first So

18:43 Speaker 9: is this actually your first musical instrument that you've played.

18:47 Speaker 14: So I've played like a little bit of guitar and

18:49 Speaker 14: stuff in the past, but I've never been in any

18:52 Speaker 14: bands or anything, just sort of doing it for fun.

18:54 Speaker 14: And then obviously this is the first project where I've

18:57 Speaker 14: really had to get my head down and learn an

18:59 Speaker 14: instrument from sco. So it's been a challenged by.

19:01 Speaker 10: A good one.

19:02 Speaker 9: Yeah, No, it's good. And you know, I've heard a

19:04 Speaker 9: lot of this comes up a lot on the show.

19:07 Speaker 9: I've heard a lot of you know, music teachers and

19:10 Speaker 9: music professors say that everybody and and by the way,

19:16 Speaker 9: I did not take this advice. I can't play anything

19:18 Speaker 9: on a keyboard, but that every musician should at least

19:21 Speaker 9: know some some synth, keyboard, piano, whatever, because it helps you.

19:26 Speaker 9: It helps you just knowing even a little bit of

19:28 Speaker 9: that helps you with everything else in terms of music.

19:31 Speaker 9: It helps you to understand chord structure better. It helps

19:34 Speaker 9: you with everything. And and a lot a lot of

19:37 Speaker 9: them will say too that that's the best place to start.

19:40 Speaker 9: Obviously you're already playing guitar. As you said, but to,

19:43 Speaker 9: but to even if you start, even if it's not

19:45 Speaker 9: going to be your primary instrument, if you start on

19:47 Speaker 9: a keyboard, it's going to help you with everything. So

19:50 Speaker 9: but but yeah, but it does fit the chaotic nature

19:53 Speaker 9: of how the band started, right, So that's great. Good

19:56 Speaker 9: for you, Good for you. I mean, has it been

19:58 Speaker 9: scary or do you just take the challenge and say,

20:01 Speaker 9: now I'm going to do this, or or what's been

20:04 Speaker 9: your mindset with it?

20:07 Speaker 14: It has been quite intimidating, especially since all the guys

20:10 Speaker 14: have been in bands before, and bands that have done

20:12 Speaker 14: quite well, and I sort of sometimes get a little

20:17 Speaker 14: bit of that imposter syndrome where I sort of get

20:19 Speaker 14: up on stage with them and I'm like, I'm surrendered

20:22 Speaker 14: by these people who've been playing their instrument for like

20:24 Speaker 14: decades now, and here I am just clunking away at

20:27 Speaker 14: my keys, no idea what doing right In that regard,

20:32 Speaker 14: It's been a little a little bit intimidating. But the

20:34 Speaker 14: guys are so just so lovely and so so encouraging,

20:38 Speaker 14: and I couldn't be surrendered by better people.

20:40 Speaker 9: So yeah, oh that's fantastic. And then so Drew, So

20:43 Speaker 9: you're the newest member, so how long have you been

20:45 Speaker 9: in the band now.

20:47 Speaker 12: I am yeah, and it will be coming up on

20:50 Speaker 12: a year. I reckon a year and okay maybe, okay, okay,

20:55 Speaker 12: but it's been great fun. I think myself and Matt

20:58 Speaker 12: we played in a different band maybe two or three

21:00 Speaker 12: years ago that oh, just over the pandemic sort of

21:03 Speaker 12: lost steam.

21:03 Speaker 9: Yeah.

21:04 Speaker 12: So when Matt had got in touch that their drummer

21:07 Speaker 12: or the previous drummer, Kyle, had stepped aside, Okay, I

21:10 Speaker 12: totally jumped at the chance to be able to play

21:11 Speaker 12: with Matt again. It's always been great fun, and as

21:14 Speaker 12: he said, I've always really enjoyed his songwriting.

21:16 Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, it's been And.

21:18 Speaker 12: Also all the stuff that Kyle had recorded for the

21:21 Speaker 12: album has been super super fun to just sink my

21:23 Speaker 12: teeth into and learn all these parts.

21:25 Speaker 9: And then when you do that, when you come into

21:27 Speaker 9: a project like this, this is something I'm always curious about.

21:30 Speaker 12: Do you.

21:32 Speaker 9: Do you then try to learn exactly what he did

21:36 Speaker 9: or do you try to kind of, you know, learn

21:40 Speaker 9: what he did, but then maybe kind of put your

21:42 Speaker 9: own Because I've known drummers who will They'll come into

21:45 Speaker 9: a situation and they'll say I'm going to or someone

21:49 Speaker 9: in the band will tell them if they're you know,

21:50 Speaker 9: if they're coming in new to a situation. I'm going

21:53 Speaker 9: to try to learn everything. I'm going to learn the

21:54 Speaker 9: fills exactly. I'm going to replicate exactly what the previous

21:57 Speaker 9: drummer did, you know, and other drummers of course want

21:59 Speaker 9: to come man and well, probably everybody wants to kind

22:02 Speaker 9: of put their own stamp on it. But what's been

22:04 Speaker 9: your approach with that?

22:06 Speaker 12: Yeah, I think definitely taking the you know, the skeletons

22:10 Speaker 12: and the muscles of what Kyle had written on the

22:13 Speaker 12: drums and building on that with my own flavor, of

22:16 Speaker 12: my own taste. Obviously, every every drummer is unique in

22:18 Speaker 12: what they play. Yeah, I think I appreciate that Matt

22:21 Speaker 12: trusted me to be able to fit the bill for

22:23 Speaker 12: for what was already built. Yeah, and I guess if

22:26 Speaker 12: you want to really top shop and get it, I

22:29 Speaker 12: am a left handed drummer that plays on a right

22:31 Speaker 12: handed drum kit, whereas Kyle Kyle is right handed, so

22:36 Speaker 12: there's a lot of the fills that I really liked

22:38 Speaker 12: to sign up. Wanted to play very true to what

22:40 Speaker 12: he plays, but physical physically, I would have to swap

22:44 Speaker 12: a lot of my like sticking in the donation around

22:46 Speaker 12: to make these work. So that's been really really fun

22:48 Speaker 12: to try and work around lots of these problems as well.

22:51 Speaker 9: Okay, okay, how has that been hard to pull off?

22:55 Speaker 12: I mean, yeah, it's been hard, but it's been well

22:57 Speaker 12: worth a challenge, you know, yeah, to play drums and

22:59 Speaker 12: it learn fun things.

23:01 Speaker 9: So yeah, yeah, exactly. Yeah, that's very cool. That's something

23:03 Speaker 9: that wouldn't have even occurred to me, but that's yeah,

23:06 Speaker 9: that's interesting. Yeah. So now you've already you guys have

23:12 Speaker 9: already gotten some some success with radio, right, it's you've

23:16 Speaker 9: gotten some traction over there, some early radio support.

23:19 Speaker 10: Yeah, we're actually we were on We've we've had amazing

23:23 Speaker 10: radio in the UK and the US has been pretty

23:26 Speaker 10: early champions of the music and gym in Scotland. Scotland

23:31 Speaker 10: has been it has been really good for us. This

23:34 Speaker 10: is this is but this is only like this is

23:36 Speaker 10: a third interview in one day, but this is a

23:44 Speaker 10: interview of all time.

23:46 Speaker 9: So okay, it's.

23:50 Speaker 14: To be here.

23:51 Speaker 10: It's it's been good to get to talk people who

23:53 Speaker 10: are actually interested in music. Yeah, and have I've actually

23:56 Speaker 10: listened to what we've done because in the past of

23:59 Speaker 10: found quite to talk to people who kind of you know,

24:02 Speaker 10: that kind of wa where they kind of like they've

24:03 Speaker 10: heard about thirty seconds of it and they're like, yeah,

24:05 Speaker 10: and I know what we're talking about. I know what

24:08 Speaker 10: you guys are all about it, and I'm like, I'm.

24:13 Speaker 9: Also curious to know about the live situation there, because

24:17 Speaker 9: it looks like you're you're having a lot of success.

24:19 Speaker 9: You've been playing some solid out shows, correct.

24:22 Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, so this is something. But as Drew mentioned,

24:26 Speaker 10: the drummer on the album, Kyle, he stepped aside earlier

24:29 Speaker 10: last year just just due to the fact we were

24:32 Speaker 10: talking about going on tour last year and we ended

24:35 Speaker 10: up pushing the album back because he decided that the

24:38 Speaker 10: concept of the tour wasn't his cup of tea anymore.

24:42 Speaker 10: He'd been in the band before who had toured quite extensively,

24:45 Speaker 10: and he was like, I'm not cut out for us anymore.

24:49 Speaker 10: So it's been a bit of a shame because he

24:53 Speaker 10: left at a point where we started actually building more

24:56 Speaker 10: of a fan base in our own in Glasgow and

24:59 Speaker 10: so in the areas. So we played a place called

25:02 Speaker 10: the Cools, I think it was d your third gig, second.

25:06 Speaker 12: Gig, second I think, yeah, second.

25:10 Speaker 10: Second show, and it was it was it was parked

25:13 Speaker 10: and it was sort of just came out of nowhere

25:14 Speaker 10: because we we've been playing, you know, we've been playing

25:16 Speaker 10: to like ten to fifteen people for so long that

25:19 Speaker 10: we just kind of think, Okay, it's just going to

25:21 Speaker 10: be this or like added finium. So we just comed

25:26 Speaker 10: up and it was like about an hour before those

25:29 Speaker 10: and they were like, oh, so out and I was like,

25:31 Speaker 10: what do you mean, it's sold out and I was

25:32 Speaker 10: like that's it's just there's no tickets left. I'm like

25:35 Speaker 10: how and it was.

25:38 Speaker 12: It was.

25:38 Speaker 10: It was crazy for a start because it was a

25:40 Speaker 10: lot of people we've never seen before, and it just

25:44 Speaker 10: it's kind of continued from there. We had our probably

25:46 Speaker 10: a business year for gigs last year, which build or

25:50 Speaker 10: none of us. It's worked out for the for the

25:52 Speaker 10: best with the album this year and we've got quite

25:57 Speaker 10: a lot of shows or the booked for this year,

25:58 Speaker 10: so it's it's been great.

26:01 Speaker 9: Yeah, Oh that's excellent, very very good. You do any

26:06 Speaker 9: I didn't think to look, do you have any music videos,

26:09 Speaker 9: because like a song like Portals I think would really

26:12 Speaker 9: lend itself to something and and and I feel like,

26:15 Speaker 9: you know, looking at the artwork that you have, like

26:17 Speaker 9: the visual component is important, is important to the to

26:21 Speaker 9: the spaan to Bruiser. But do you have you met

26:22 Speaker 9: any music videos?

26:25 Speaker 10: Yeah, we've actually got well, funny, as you mentioned, we're

26:27 Speaker 10: actually finished recording the music with for Portals yesterday Wood,

26:31 Speaker 10: so I'll be editing over the next couple of couple

26:34 Speaker 10: of days or so. We try. We've tried to do

26:37 Speaker 10: everything in house from the start here because it's it's

26:41 Speaker 10: quite hard to get any sort of funding or support

26:44 Speaker 10: in the UK for for music. So any money that

26:47 Speaker 10: we can save for you know, recording or going on

26:50 Speaker 10: touring like that, like that the actually important things for

26:52 Speaker 10: people hearing music, we will cut that. So I've learned

26:56 Speaker 10: how to do, you know, filming and editing, and that

26:59 Speaker 10: can a thing to save the cost of that, so

27:01 Speaker 10: we do. We have We've got a video for Judas,

27:03 Speaker 10: which was our first proper single, and there is a

27:06 Speaker 10: visualizer for Man Made Fires, which was a single before

27:10 Speaker 10: there was Plant to be music with you for that,

27:12 Speaker 10: but we we sort of run out of time to

27:15 Speaker 10: do it, and the weather over here is so temperamental

27:18 Speaker 10: that to try and from outside was it got to

27:22 Speaker 10: got to what we tried to start filming it and

27:25 Speaker 10: my hands were on the camera and I actually couldn't

27:28 Speaker 10: feel I lost all sensation of feeling on my fingers.

27:30 Speaker 10: I was like, actually, don't know if I'm pressing the

27:31 Speaker 10: record button here.

27:32 Speaker 8: I'm not.

27:35 Speaker 10: So the ports music video will be out soon, we do.

27:40 Speaker 10: We did plan on having a video for every song

27:42 Speaker 10: on the album.

27:42 Speaker 9: Really, as I say, the.

27:46 Speaker 10: The connotations of trying to get a budget together and

27:49 Speaker 10: when we all work full time as well, it's trying

27:52 Speaker 10: to find the time to get it all done while

27:54 Speaker 10: also keeping the set as tight as possible and working

27:57 Speaker 10: on the material as well.

27:58 Speaker 9: Oh yeah, yeah, absolutely, it's always a challenge. But so

28:01 Speaker 9: Jurdis was the previous single.

28:04 Speaker 15: So Juwis was.

28:04 Speaker 10: It was our first proper single. I came out about

28:07 Speaker 10: June last year. In the record of the video for

28:10 Speaker 10: that that is on that's on YouTube, and yeah, so

28:14 Speaker 10: Porters will will be our second proper music video. We

28:16 Speaker 10: do have music videos for our first three singles, but

28:18 Speaker 10: those are only on band campus Now. We weren't really

28:20 Speaker 10: one hundred percent on this on the sound on those ones,

28:23 Speaker 10: for those three singles as well.

28:25 Speaker 9: Okay, by the way, I think I forgot to mention,

28:27 Speaker 9: so the name of the album A Field of man

28:29 Speaker 9: Made Fires? What what I'm really curious about the title?

28:33 Speaker 9: What what does that mean?

28:35 Speaker 10: So I look at as I mentioned earlier on the

28:38 Speaker 10: my my health issues of the past couple of years,

28:40 Speaker 10: I went through a period of time where I was

28:43 Speaker 10: not feeling like I was being the person that I

28:45 Speaker 10: should have been, and I kind of view to kind

28:51 Speaker 10: of reflect perspective. I had one of the worst cases

28:55 Speaker 10: in the UK of psoriasis that they've ever seen. So

28:59 Speaker 10: I got to the point where I couldn't leave my bed,

29:00 Speaker 10: and I started to think that every mark that I

29:03 Speaker 10: add in my skin and every scale that came up

29:06 Speaker 10: was a punishment for me being basically false to myself.

29:12 Speaker 10: So the kind of concept of I feel the Marmory

29:15 Speaker 10: Fars is me just surveying my mistakes and putting the

29:19 Speaker 10: blame on myself for a lot of things in retrospect.

29:23 Speaker 10: I mean a lot of things have probably been a

29:24 Speaker 10: bit too harsh on myself for But I think when

29:28 Speaker 10: you are in it in such a low position, you

29:31 Speaker 10: do just kind of start to fixate on the fact

29:34 Speaker 10: that you could have done things so much better. But

29:36 Speaker 10: at the same time it's hindsight's a wonderful thing, and

29:40 Speaker 10: when you look back on things regarding that, I mean,

29:44 Speaker 10: there's only so much you could have done right. And

29:46 Speaker 10: I think that I've grown as a person since then.

29:50 Speaker 10: It is pretty much chronicles like my life from a

29:53 Speaker 10: bit of ages about nineteen to about twenty four, And

29:57 Speaker 10: that's pretty much the whole concept of the of the

29:59 Speaker 10: album is as just dealing with the mistakes that you've

30:03 Speaker 10: made and either accepting it and moving on or wallowing

30:08 Speaker 10: on it.

30:10 Speaker 9: Yeah, I totally get that. I just heard a weird sound.

30:16 Speaker 9: Are you all still there?

30:17 Speaker 10: Yeah, we're still here.

30:18 Speaker 9: Okay, So I heard I heard a strange sound. It

30:20 Speaker 9: must just be in my headphones. No, I can. I

30:23 Speaker 9: can totally relate to that, you know, And I'm someone

30:25 Speaker 9: who you know, as you mentioned mental health, like I

30:27 Speaker 9: struggle with depression. My listeners know this about me, and

30:30 Speaker 9: I ruminate a lot and almost constantly, and so I can.

30:34 Speaker 9: I can. I can relate to a lot of what

30:36 Speaker 9: you're saying. And maybe that's why, you know so many

30:39 Speaker 9: of these these lyrics really connect with me too, Like

30:42 Speaker 9: I said, I listened to the whole thing. How is

30:44 Speaker 9: your How are you now? Matt, Like, how how are

30:46 Speaker 9: you doing?

30:46 Speaker 10: Uh? As we sit here today, I'm as I'm as

30:50 Speaker 10: close to cured as it possibly can be. I'm on

30:52 Speaker 10: I'm on medication. It's helped. But I went through a

30:54 Speaker 10: pretty as a long time. I think if anyone who's listened,

30:57 Speaker 10: who's been through with the races, I've think I have

31:01 Speaker 10: been at the lowest point you could possibly be with

31:03 Speaker 10: the disease and understand that it might seem like there's

31:07 Speaker 10: no escape from it. But I've been dealing with this

31:09 Speaker 10: since I was about eighteen and I'm twenty six now,

31:11 Speaker 10: so it's taken me into the past year to actually

31:13 Speaker 10: get to the point where I can do normal things.

31:16 Speaker 10: I can go to work, I can go to the gym,

31:19 Speaker 10: I can live a normal life again. So and I

31:23 Speaker 10: suppose it goes it goes hand in hand with depression

31:25 Speaker 10: as well. And I think I think that's why a

31:27 Speaker 10: lot of people spoke spoke about lyricism on the album

31:30 Speaker 10: and it connecting people. And I think it's because when

31:34 Speaker 10: when you talk with things like like the pandemic and

31:35 Speaker 10: things like that, I think that made people realize just

31:38 Speaker 10: how bad the minute possibly could be. And David as

31:43 Speaker 10: well as the front man, he's you said, battles with depressions,

31:47 Speaker 10: as I think we all we all have at different points.

31:51 Speaker 10: I think it's trying to be I think we're now

31:53 Speaker 10: in a in a time where we can be more open,

31:57 Speaker 10: honest with ourselves and everyone around those that you know

32:00 Speaker 10: what we can we can see. You know, I'm not

32:02 Speaker 10: actually doing great today, and there's things were you make

32:07 Speaker 10: We're doing great for one piece of thing. But I

32:09 Speaker 10: think knowing that you've got a group of undy who

32:12 Speaker 10: have been through the same thing, it makes things so

32:15 Speaker 10: much easier now.

32:17 Speaker 9: It does It does? I know for me because it's

32:19 Speaker 9: been a it's been a struggle for me since I

32:21 Speaker 9: was probably a teenager. And you know, in my case,

32:25 Speaker 9: I mean as far as depression, I got to a

32:26 Speaker 9: point in my life where it's like it's too exhausting

32:28 Speaker 9: to try to hide it. I'm just not gonna hide

32:30 Speaker 9: it anymore, you know. You know, and then you you know,

32:33 Speaker 9: and then you open up about it and you talk

32:35 Speaker 9: to people and you realize it's so so common, like

32:38 Speaker 9: there's no reason for there to be any stigma because

32:40 Speaker 9: it's something so many of us deal with. So yeah, So,

32:44 Speaker 9: like I said, I really love the album a series

32:46 Speaker 9: of man made fires, and we will we'll begin to

32:49 Speaker 9: wrap up all three of you. I appreciate you. You've

32:51 Speaker 9: been very generous with your time. Mattrew and Chloe, thank

32:54 Speaker 9: you so much for joining us. I'm thinking at the

32:57 Speaker 9: end of our conversation, I will play Judas another great

33:00 Speaker 9: track from the album, because we did talk about it.

33:03 Speaker 9: I love I love Portals, great great song, love the

33:06 Speaker 9: whole album. And where is the best place where should

33:09 Speaker 9: people go? Especially because again because of the way that

33:12 Speaker 9: you spell it, we want to make sure people know

33:14 Speaker 9: where's the best place for people to go online to

33:16 Speaker 9: keep up with everything that Bruiser is doing as a band,

33:19 Speaker 9: So we are most.

33:20 Speaker 10: Active on Instagram and TikTok for music related things. I

33:24 Speaker 10: would say that currently, I mean Spotify is as we're

33:27 Speaker 10: most people see people for things. But we are trying

33:29 Speaker 10: to push this on band camp as much as possible. Yeah,

33:32 Speaker 10: I think when we're living in this world now we

33:34 Speaker 10: were combat and AI and everything else, the best thing

33:36 Speaker 10: you can posibly do is be as close to your

33:38 Speaker 10: grush for supporters as possible. So The album will be

33:41 Speaker 10: up towards end of February on band Camp and it'll

33:44 Speaker 10: be pay what you want, So if you if you

33:46 Speaker 10: can't afford it, take it for free, come to a show.

33:48 Speaker 10: We'd much rather that than people giving us, like, you know,

33:51 Speaker 10: five quid, ten quid. Here here they are. It's more

33:54 Speaker 10: important that people hear the songs and hear the stories

33:57 Speaker 10: we want to tell than giving us any extra money.

33:59 Speaker 9: So yeah, absolutely band camp does offer that option. And

34:03 Speaker 9: I'm a big advocator. You know, a lot of industry

34:05 Speaker 9: people to listen to the show, and so they've heard

34:07 Speaker 9: me say this, but I'm a big advocator for band

34:09 Speaker 9: camp because what a lot of people don't realize, who

34:11 Speaker 9: is you get a higher quality file from band Camp

34:13 Speaker 9: then you do, you know, say just streaming it on

34:15 Speaker 9: YouTube or wherever, you know, wherever people get their music.

34:18 Speaker 9: So so I'm a I'm a big fan of band Camp.

34:22 Speaker 9: Their whole their whole model of how they do things

34:24 Speaker 9: and everything. I think it's it's it's so artist friendly

34:27 Speaker 9: in an industry where there are not enough artist friendly

34:31 Speaker 9: tools that you can use. But I'm a huge fan

34:33 Speaker 9: of band camp. So so that's good to hear, but

34:36 Speaker 9: well listen, so we'll wrap up. We'll let the three

34:38 Speaker 9: of you go. I'm going to hit that track Judas,

34:40 Speaker 9: another great song from the album A Series of Man

34:43 Speaker 9: Made Fires. But again Matt Drew Chloe from Bruiser, thank

34:46 Speaker 9: you so much for joining us, and we will definitely

34:48 Speaker 9: do this again, obviously. I'm sure you're going to be

34:50 Speaker 9: you know, whenever the next single is ready, or is

34:53 Speaker 9: if you got another album down the line, or you know,

34:55 Speaker 9: whatever you got coming up. We would love to have

34:57 Speaker 9: you back in the future. I'm a big fan, so yeah,

35:00 Speaker 9: just like you.

35:00 Speaker 14: Thank you so much.

35:02 Speaker 9: Absolutely, you got it. All right, We'll talk to you soon.

35:04 Speaker 9: I'm sure take care, see you bye bye. All right,

35:08 Speaker 9: we're gonna hit this. So this is Judas. This is

35:10 Speaker 9: the previous single, or the first first proper single, as

35:13 Speaker 9: I think Matt put it, from a Series of Man

35:16 Speaker 9: Made Fires. The band is Bruiser and check this out.

35:18 Speaker 9: This is really good.

35:51 Speaker 3: Good again, Philipockets.

36:03 Speaker 4: And Blame Be three, Face to Face, the bolas.

36:40 Speaker 3: N Scream, wsle.

36:41 Speaker 5: Well Spot two, three Red.

36:54 Speaker 3: Ball on the Side, cat.

37:02 Speaker 6: Shake Sounds, the Queen the name.

37:10 Speaker 16: To I said, bout some one out and.

37:38 Speaker 7: Not stay a bow About stodcast.

37:46 Speaker 3: S, tick Out.

37:52 Speaker 15: Change Right, you are listening to Mattconnorton Unleashed on WMNH

39:31 Speaker 15: ninety five point three.

39:33 Speaker 9: Now the exclusive world radio premiere of the new single

39:36 Speaker 9: from Kyle Gordon Dead Oceans.

40:18 Speaker 11: I've been in love befall. Well, I know love is small,

40:27 Speaker 11: it's more than just a phrase. Well, sometimes it comes

40:32 Speaker 11: out straight.

40:34 Speaker 17: Topic is true, Well, there's nothing you can't do mo

40:43 Speaker 17: thing swimming a week drive together with.

40:52 Speaker 3: I know it, it's true.

40:56 Speaker 1: I avoid.

41:29 Speaker 18: M m m, the can'ts, penny money, rushing mommies, others.

41:58 Speaker 1: These feelings have that plays a fous different ways.

42:05 Speaker 3: Said, isn't true.

42:10 Speaker 1: That that's nothing?

42:12 Speaker 17: You can't do nothing a swimming away travel.

42:19 Speaker 3: We are got.

42:27 Speaker 8: As avoid.

42:31 Speaker 3: The ways true.

42:36 Speaker 6: As a boy.

43:16 Speaker 9: And now the American radio premiere of the new single

43:20 Speaker 9: from Lydia Ready, the title track off of her new

43:23 Speaker 9: album Stronger Together.

43:40 Speaker 13: This is a world.

43:41 Speaker 19: It's around aby curiosity through a discoveries.

43:54 Speaker 20: This is a Worldwell, question remains, what don't we do

44:02 Speaker 20: if it are't just changed?

44:06 Speaker 19: Like Zobbie's reaching out for runner bar ellipse, like a

44:10 Speaker 19: soul's being taken through a fingertips, like the moon stopping

44:14 Speaker 19: Colt and Gavin next to clipse.

44:16 Speaker 16: I believe.

44:19 Speaker 1: We could live.

44:22 Speaker 10: Because we.

44:26 Speaker 19: Old of eight billion people who can share all the

44:32 Speaker 19: things a week, and.

44:36 Speaker 8: Are we.

44:39 Speaker 3: Gotta pull out?

44:43 Speaker 19: Are the wars in the rooms that are happening in

44:46 Speaker 19: a home tonight, So.

44:51 Speaker 3: This is a world of the slaves.

44:53 Speaker 19: Twere challengees hands sense. Thousands died, so one side it

45:02 Speaker 19: can win.

45:05 Speaker 12: This is the world.

45:06 Speaker 5: What question remains?

45:11 Speaker 3: What will we do if it all just changed?

45:17 Speaker 19: Like zombies reaching out for runner apock elipse, like a

45:20 Speaker 19: saw's being taken through a fingertips, like the moon stopping

45:25 Speaker 19: coats and gathering next to clips.

45:27 Speaker 3: I believed we could.

45:34 Speaker 13: Cause a.

45:40 Speaker 3: Baby.

45:41 Speaker 13: Believe a paper child in the lead got a bob

45:55 Speaker 13: was in the ws that are happening in tonight.

46:01 Speaker 1: So sad people landa.

46:08 Speaker 3: South bluder.

46:15 Speaker 8: Such people of that.

46:24 Speaker 13: Newity are what.

46:34 Speaker 19: A fage billion people who can show all the things

46:38 Speaker 19: that wind?

46:41 Speaker 3: Oh God, so better.

46:48 Speaker 19: One of the walls in the rooms that are having

46:51 Speaker 19: in a home tonight, put.

46:55 Speaker 3: At the bath.

47:29 Speaker 21: This is Jesse Rutstein and Caleb Dyer. Oh oh okay,

47:34 Speaker 21: we we can let's do that one more time. This

47:35 Speaker 21: is Jesse Rutstein and Caleb Dyer. Oh crap, hold on,

47:40 Speaker 21: what do you want me to say?

47:41 Speaker 9: Right after that? From Hatchet act from and then I'll say,

47:44 Speaker 9: you're listening right?

47:45 Speaker 10: Sounds good?

47:46 Speaker 9: This is Jesse Rutstein and oh this is why I'm

47:51 Speaker 9: the leader.

47:53 Speaker 21: This is Jesse Rutstein and Caleb Dyer from Hatchet ax

47:57 Speaker 21: and Saw Records. You are listening to the Matt Connorton

48:00 Speaker 21: Show on w m n H ninety five point three Manchester.

48:05 Speaker 9: Actually, what did I say?

48:08 Speaker 7: Okay?

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48:11 Speaker 9: this again.

48:12 Speaker 21: This is Jesse Rutstein and Caleb Dyer from Hatchet Axon

48:16 Speaker 21: Saw Records. You are listening to Matt Connorton Unleashed on

48:21 Speaker 21: ninety five to three w n A dude, this is

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49:09 Speaker 2: Mom, when I was a boy, all I think about

49:16 Speaker 2: this one A stupid boy that I was when I

49:20 Speaker 2: was a kid. I got my face up there not

49:25 Speaker 2: bilets with the Giddamn.

49:28 Speaker 1: I wasn't always a stoop and bum.

49:32 Speaker 3: But when I was I was a jump I.

49:36 Speaker 1: Didn't always look.

49:38 Speaker 8: As I used to have and go filled man us.

49:46 Speaker 22: I remember other bad times and picks member bar.

49:53 Speaker 1: It feels like someone is humping.

49:56 Speaker 3: Their tack fuck off of my farm. A right, done

50:02 Speaker 3: your mess? I go where no scene down the Bobby

50:07 Speaker 3: road alive.

50:09 Speaker 8: I ride done you miss.

50:11 Speaker 1: I go where no scene.

50:14 Speaker 3: Down now Boby road up live.

50:24 Speaker 8: Yes, when I was in school, didn't make good grades.

50:37 Speaker 1: I was yes, still being numb fool. When I was

50:42 Speaker 1: still young, all I cared about round one girls, but

50:47 Speaker 1: they didn'tn't like my pimples.

50:49 Speaker 8: I used to be.

50:50 Speaker 1: Son just before day at nine, crying.

50:56 Speaker 12: On the floor.

50:57 Speaker 22: Then you used to wear your fans be eat me

51:00 Speaker 22: up my milk money taken. When I was growing up,

51:07 Speaker 22: I remember the bad.

51:09 Speaker 8: Times and hick dom my mom.

51:14 Speaker 1: It feels like someone that shopping the.

51:18 Speaker 6: Same low of my hat.

51:22 Speaker 8: I ride down your nest side call, we have.

51:26 Speaker 3: No scene down, no bomb you roll alive.

51:30 Speaker 1: I ride done nass side call we no scene.

51:35 Speaker 3: Down, no bomb me roll up life.

51:55 Speaker 22: You know when I was a warrior, my father used

51:58 Speaker 22: to look down at me and said, what the hell

52:02 Speaker 22: is even?

52:03 Speaker 1: Go outside and cut some grass. Why don't you go

52:07 Speaker 1: kiss a girl? You stupid loser?

52:44 Speaker 3: Rides downside call.

52:47 Speaker 6: Way no scene down.

52:49 Speaker 3: By road A line I rid.

52:53 Speaker 8: Down you ass I go way no scene down, no rod.

53:27 Speaker 3: M m m m.

53:45 Speaker 23: B b bam bam bam.

54:21 Speaker 24: And the fashion play crawling away on your source of

54:27 Speaker 24: self destruction.

54:29 Speaker 25: Phase A pup with bear sucking darkness clear be eating

54:35 Speaker 25: on your dast destruction.

54:38 Speaker 5: Pays you.

54:38 Speaker 1: We'll see Morris.

54:40 Speaker 24: All you need dedicated to how I'm killing you?

54:50 Speaker 26: Come crawling, fuss, oh baby, messer.

54:58 Speaker 1: Your life back, smester.

55:03 Speaker 27: Obabia, lester luster, master of puppet.

55:07 Speaker 28: I'm pulling your streams, twissing your mind and smashing your dreams.

55:14 Speaker 1: Finding my name cassing a day.

55:17 Speaker 24: Just got my name because all here you scream master Master,

55:22 Speaker 24: Just call my.

55:23 Speaker 25: Name, because all here you, scream master Master, needn't work

55:38 Speaker 25: some way.

55:40 Speaker 27: Never you betrayed by first set becoming clearer, tame en

55:46 Speaker 27: up with lee, ritual misery. Drop off your breakfast on

55:52 Speaker 27: a mirror, taste me you will see More's all you

55:57 Speaker 27: need dedicated to.

56:00 Speaker 24: How I'm killing you? Come crawling Doster Okay, Master, You're

56:15 Speaker 24: like burns Doster.

56:19 Speaker 1: Okay Master, Master master of puppet.

56:23 Speaker 28: I'm pulling your strings, pussing your mind, and smashing your trees.

56:30 Speaker 3: Finding my name.

56:31 Speaker 28: I can't say a pig just got my name because

56:34 Speaker 28: on you're your scream master.

56:37 Speaker 3: Master just got my name because on you you scream.

56:42 Speaker 1: Master master.

57:30 Speaker 26: La Muster, Muster, where's the dreams of laughing?

58:31 Speaker 29: After Lester Lster promised only lies, Luster Luster, I hear

58:38 Speaker 29: receives laughter, luster lutter laughing at my crisis.

59:52 Speaker 24: Tell us worth all that, if you'll have it, said Johnstone, right,