Matt Connarton Unleashed 7-6-24 hour 2

Goop. In times of crisis, you need a law firm that stands by

your side. With over forty years of experience, Craigan Getsulis is dedicated to

fighting for your rights. As former state prosecutors, our attorneys have the knowledge

and trial experience to provide an aggressive defense against any charge, from DUIs to

homicides. If you've been injured, our compassionate team will assess your case and

fight for the compensation you deserve. Serving all of New Hampshire, Craigan Getzulis

is here when you need us most. Visit Craigatzulis dot com or call six

oh three five five five one two three four for a free consultation. Craigan

getsulus your advocates, your allies bring your kitchen to life with Queen City Cabinetry,

located at eighty seven Elm Street in the historic Sunbeam Law in Manchester,

Open Monday through Friday eight nine am to five thirty pm in Saturday's ten am

to two zo pm. They can be reached at six three two two two

to zero zero seven or on the web at Queen Citycabinet Tree NH dot com.

Come see the possibility is Queen City Cabinet Tree, another crowd sponsor of

w MNH. Disney's Cafe is the place to put a smile on your face.

Judy and the crew will take care of you, bring your appetite and

trigue your taste bus right. Disneys Cafe is always a winning choice. Breakfast,

lunch or supper Dizne's Cafe at eight sixty Elm Street in downtown Manchester.

Dine in, takeout or make a reservation call six oh three, six oh

six two five three two, eat, drink and be happy Dizzne's Cafe.

When it comes to keeping WMNH on the air and your own personal or business

computer needs, trust Growland Computers, located on Elm Street in Manchester. Groland

handles computer repair, buyers, removal and custom built systems. Are you looking

for budget friendly options? Check out our selection of fully inspected used computers.

We offer tailored on site solutions no unnecessary expenses here. Visit Groland dot com

or called Grolling Computers at six zero three six four five zero one zero one

Your Tech, your way Trust groll In Computers seven times out of ten.

We listened to our music at night That's Gone the title book Business program Late

night to light with DJ Midas right here on WMNH Manchester. You won because

Saturdays and Sunday nights midnight to four am. This hour on WMNH is sponsored

by CGI Business Solutions, located at five Dartmouth Drive in Auburn. They serve

all your business needs including employee benefits, planning, corporate design and business administration,

investments and wealth management and customized business insurance solutions. Their phone number is

eight sixty six eight four to one forty six hundred, or on the web

at CGI business solutions dot com. Behold the harmony of airwaves as you immerse

yourself in the captivating frequencies of w m NHLP. The sonic heartbeats of Manchester

is transcending through the ether at ninety five point three megahertz. Frequency modulation or

transmissions emanate from the zeed at of one thousand Elm Streets, Insuranto the hearts

of our creative realm at one nineteen Canal Street, where innovation and sound cologe.

They're the impro moder of Manchester Public Television Service in the venerable City of

Manchester, New Hampshire, USA. Enrich your auditory journey with the depth of

our license to wesidens spent your missives to WMNH ninety five three at gmail dot

com, or traverse the virtual core doors of w m n H Radio dot

or engage with our sonic vibrations by communing with us through the digital channels or

radio seconds. Eager to enthrall you with its mesmerizing cadence and villain you foundless

all its horn is won d you're listening to w m n A w m

n H rip the Dobles Commander, don't get super matz. Hello everybody,

Here we go as we enter our number two New Marrow dose of Matt Connorton

unleashed and we are live from these studios of w m n H ninety five

point three FM and Glorious Manchester, New Hampshire. And we are on Facebook

this week as well. That is up and running and having a good time

with that with the new camera set up here in the studio. And today

is Saturday, July sixth, twenty twenty four. I am not alone.

J I found it. You found it. I found it. Yes.

Jenny is here of course at the news table, present and accountant book.

And thank you again so much to our friends in jam tomorrow for a great

first hour. Love those guys, they sound amazing. I love those studio

tracks and hearing them live is always great. And of course in the third

hour we have mister Goodbars. But right now joining us, Kira Curtis is

here. Hello, Kira, hi, and you. We learned a view

from our friend Temple Mountain Eric in Palamini. Am I saying his name right?

His last name? I think I might have gotten it? Is it

in Palamini? I think so I'm gonna go with yes, Okay, Yeah,

I mean it sounds good, right, It sounded like I mean,

it just kind of rolled off my tongue. I think I finally got it.

I mean, I mean it's easier to just call him Temple Mountain.

And his last name is changing anyway when he gets married. Apparently he's taking

his wife's namey that'll be that'll be easy, easier, easier to say,

right right, But yes, welcome Kia. And uh, you do a

number of different things. So you're a visual artist yep. And you're also

a musician yep, and uh an entrepreneur, shall we say absolutely? Yeah?

What what's kind of the thing that you spend the most time on would

you say so? Probably definitely the art portion of it. Yeah, music

takes a close second, but it all kind of gets mashed together because it

kind of depends on what fits in the schedule and what's currently booked. How

how difficult is it to kind of do that in terms of uh, I

mean, do you sell do you sell art? Do you do art showings?

Do you? I mean obviously on your website you have artwork available,

but I mean, how does that work? What's your approach to that from

kind of a business standpoint? So basically how I started out was I made

a collection of work and then I built my website, printed out two thousand

business cards and walked around Manchester like a crazy person, walking into all the

local businesses handing out business cards. Yeah, and so from there I was

able to kind of network and get the groundgoing. So then I actually did

pop up shops at Shoppers, Pub and Eatery, and I did another one

at hop Not, And I had art up in a handful of businesses yeah,

like Top Shelf, I'm Shopper, Spub, and Eatery. I've also

had stuff up in two Share brewing company as well twice. And so then

and between like the different showings. I guess like having being a featured artist.

I'm in Manchester but also conquered because I did Dos Amigos last year in

February. But in between those things, because I'll have artwork up. I

also do the Londondery Flea Market, so essentially like that's like my go to

consistent locations so it's easier to find me. And then I have the online

stuff if people want to continue to find me, but not in person.

And then so I have the Londonderry stuff. I've paired up with somebody their

company's night Hollow, but we share the space so that I can pop around

and do different like craft fairs, psychic fares because I do metaphysical stuff as

well. Okay, and then I've also did market days. It was it

two weeks ago. I did a comic con in Natick last week. I

also do paint parties, which is actually how I met Greg who runs who

owns Rude Awakening, and then I did the mural for him. So I'm

like, I'm all over the place. Yeah yeah, uh so, but

you started you just like you said, you just you printed business cards and

you went around to what was what was kind of your pitch Like when you

would go into a business to like, what would you what would you say?

Well, first I'd ask if they work with local artists, So that

was kind of the general pitch. Yeah. As far as like individual people,

I typically asked them if they like trash pan, does avocado puns or

crack his squirrels. That usually gets people's attention, so that's my go to.

But as far as like local businesses, I try to cover my basis

first before I'm just like, hey, do you like avocado puns? Right?

Was that intimidating when you started? Was that a little bit? I've

kind of worked through my social anxiety so at this point I'm perfectly comfortable with

it. But it was definitely like a all right, gonna do the wiggle

arms and get myself all comfortable and march my butt in there and yeah,

hand out business cards. But it definitely got a lot easier. Yeah,

over time. Kind of it also helped too that I was already a performer,

so it kind of east me into it faster. Yeah. Yeah,

because I feel like so much whether it's you know, whether it's art or

anything, so much of it it's just kind of you know, getting past

that initial sort of angst over you know, approaching people and say, you

know, here's what I do. Are you interested in doing this with?

You know? And can we work together? But I would imagine too,

as you started to have some initial success with it, I gets easier,

right, because then you start to feel like, Okay, I actually can

I actually can do this. I actually can't make this work? Yeah yep,

now what So but you were already a performer, so were you already

doing music in terms of playing out with bands? And so I was doing

open mics first because I wanted to get over the hurdle of the performance anxiety.

Yeah, but also I was trying to like create a collection of work

that I could actually perform out. Yeah, because like I was doing covers,

but I wanted to have more originals. So then by the time I

was ready, I had somewhere between twelve and thirteen originals and a handful of

covers. So I was actually getting ready to do so solo. But then

I made a band mix account and I had a band reach out to me

that night and I've been with him ever since. Okay, so it just

kind of worked out. Yeah, yeah, what what's the band? So

originally we were a Catalyst, but now we've kind of reformed into a new

band since we do original music now okay, so now we are Ashbourne.

Okay, we're like a rock and roll metal band. Yeah, fun,

yeah yeah, but you don't with that band. You don't have any studio

recordings yet, not yet. No, right now we only have live recordings,

which is limited success because my phone has terrible audio quality. Oh yeah,

it's like love that tinmy sound right right? But yeah, no,

yeah, I think I think I saw some things on YouTube. But but

yeah, yeah, it's a it's a process. And what was the other

thing? So Eric had said something else? Well, how did maybe the

still jog my memory? There was something else that he told us about you?

But how is it that you met Eric from Temple Mountains? So I

actually met him at an open mic? Okay, I met him at my

go to, which was the undiscovered open mic Up and Conquered run by a

Hank Gonsburne. That's where I met him. I hadn't been in a while,

so it was kind of like a like a co winky dink. But

that's where I met him, and then I guess he saw some of my

art, so he reached out to me, and then I ran into him

again coincidentally at another open mic, which was at Rude Awakening, because they

do open mics once a month these like the last Saturday of the month,

so my band wanted to check them out because we wanted to play there.

Yeah, so happened to run into him, and then he and I ended

up doing a live painting together. So I did a painting of him I'm

Up and Conquered and I think it took like, I don't know, an

hour or two or he was just playing and I painted him and I added

geese because that was the request. So he's got geese, kidd Wow.

Yeah, So that was fun. And I did an album cover for him

too, Oh wow. Yeah. Okay, Is that is that challenging because

I assume when you're doing the live painting, is that uh yes and no.

I mean I went to art school, so we didn't wed. We

draw. We drew a lot of naked people, so not not that he

was, but like you know, in the sense of like figure drawing,

so there's that. I also just I draw a lot of people, so

it's gotten a lot easier because I just I understand anatomy, so I wouldn't

say that was particularly difficult, but show no, no. So we we

met up and conquered. We popped a squat in one of like the courtyard

areas and so then I just I sat on the ground while he played,

and then people would pass by. It was kind of cool. We live

streamed it, and it's kind of interesting because he had some people walk by

and they wanted to see what what I was drawing, and he was up

on stairs because the composition we looked better, and so some people would you

know, comment and walk by. Some people would watch a little bit,

and it was it was fun. It was a lot of fun. Yeah,

yeah, I guess I wondered if it was distracting at all, you

know, having people walk by. You know that because obviously there are some

there are some things you know that you do creatively. You know, we

all have things that we do creatively where you have to really kind of focus

and concentrate and the last thing you want is distractions. But but it sounds

like, you know, with something like that, it's actually fun to have

people it is stop and take an interest and not to brag we got tipped

six dollars but pass nice. Yeah, oh very cool. And what was

the You mentioned something about paint parties? What is that? So I'm a

I'm a paint party host, but I work for paint the town. And

basically how that works is instead of working at a specific location, I go

to the party. Oh so I take it all with me. So I've

been. I've been all over New England because they don't have a lot of

paint party hosts right now, but at least up in the New England area's

a national brand, so they're all over the country. Oh okay, So

basically it works like you have your pinpoint location. So my quote area designated

area is Manch unless they need a paint party post somewhere else in New England.

So I've done Massachusetts in Maine as well. I've got a one in

Maine actually next week. But anyway, I take all the stuff with me

and I go drive over, I set up for a few hours, and

then I walk them through the paint process and then I take it all back.

I take it all with me, minus the paintings. They get to

keep the paintings, but like all the paint and stuff yeah, so it's

kind of fun interesting is it almost like uh like kind of an art class

when you do it? Like think like think like get up, well depending

on the context, but like think, I think like a bunch of drunk

people get together and want to paint, you know, unless like they do

have like kid parties too, like I do work with all ages. So

I did I think My first paint party was with girl Scouts. Yeah,

they were so cute. They were so cute. And then I've done a

couple of different bars as well. They'll have me come in, they'll do

sign ups, and so you get all the people drinking. But the big

thing is people just having fun. I didn't even know that was a thing.

The paid party as well. Yeah. You ever have an instance where

you do one of those and there's somebody who's participating in the party where you

go, Wow, this person has some real potential. Oh absolutely, No,

absolutely, I feel like there's always at least one. You get like

the spectrum off. You get the people who paint, they get super super

frustrated and it's like no happy trees, happy trees. And then you have

like the person who's just like really quiet, and then it's just kept like

they're just super super talented, and then everybody else is like, I don't

want to paint like that. Where have you been hiding all this time?

I didn't know you could paint? Yeah, what do you when that happens?

What do you do? Like? Do you try to give them advice?

Do you give them like encouragement like, hey, you should maybe pursue

this kind of I kind of gauge the person because some of them do have

paint experience, some theme do it for fun. Some people it's like I'll

ask if they want any feedback because like, even as a professional artist,

even I like it like getting feedback as well. Yeah, so I kind

of gauge them before I proceed, But I definitely encourage people where I can.

Yeah, yeah, do you ever? Uh you ever? Also on

the on the other side, you ever see instance is where somebody thinks they've

done a great thing and they're excited about it, and you're thinking, I

mean yeah, but like also art subjective, I'm just like, just because

like I don't like it doesn't make it any less valid. So I still

want to like make them feel good about it, because like you know,

for them, for some people taking that step to even paint is such a

big deal because it's so far out of their comfort zone. So for them,

it is a masterpiece. So I definitely want to make them, you

know, feel and understand that that is a masterpiece in its own right.

Don't listen to him, don't. Well I don't, So I'm very I

have no visual artistic ability whatsoever. So I'm kind of fascinated by because I

don't know what it's like to be able to do that. Yeah, Like

Jenny does these incredible paintings. You know, she's an artist, and and

I look at what she does, and I don't, Like, my brain

isn't wired that it. Like, I don't know how she does it.

Like I can't the way my brain, I can't understand it, you know,

Like I'm creative in other ways. You know, I'm a musician,

and you know I can create and I can write music and so forth.

But visually, like I hated art class when I was a kid. I

went to UH from grade two to grade eight. I went to Saint John's

and Conquered and we would have like art class every I think it wasn't every

week. It was like it was weird. It was like every other week

or something, these two outside artists would come in, so they weren't full

time teachers there, and uh, I hated it because, you know,

I felt like I was being forced to do something that I that I knew

I couldn't do, you know what I mean, Like, you know,

they'd be you know, they'd be walking. I remember, I actually remember

this. I remember trying to paint something and they wanted us. It was

trees, and they wanted us to like paint a house with trees, and

and I remember it just just to look busy. I was painting this same

tree over and over. And I guess one of them actually caught onto what

I was doing because she came around and said, you don't have to keep

going over that. It looks good now. And I'm like, and I'm

thinking, you know, I'm just I'm trying to look like I'm doing so

because I'm really you know, like I just I understood that about myself that

I had no no ability to do that particular thing, you know what I

mean. I feel like the misconception with artist art is a form of problem

solving. Like I actually used to be an art teacher in Manchester, oh

Okay, I taught at three of the Catholic schools. Oh and then I

also was the art director at the Boys and Girls Club for a bit.

But the big thing that I noticed was that there seems to be this conception

that art is just for visual expression, an outlet of some sort. But

the big, the big reason why art's important is it's a problem solving solf.

So even if you can't visually, you know, use paint or push

around, you know, a pencil, that's not the point. The point

is understanding what what is the problem that needs to be you solved? How

do you use the skill set you have in order to create something that visually

makes sense? Which also helps with the skill set to being able to visualize

in problem solved outside of a you know, a painting context, you know,

and then over time building that makes things you know, outside of art

so much easier. Whether you're building something, whether you're even pursuing something like

science or mathematics, makes a huge difference in itself. So it's it's interesting,

it's just creative problem solving that is really interesting. I've never heard anyone

explain it that way before. Oh that have you? No? I think

that was great. That was perfect. Like I'm literally sitting here going yes,

yeah, And I hate when you honestly, I don't like it when

you say things of all yourself in that way, because I see, I

don't think people know what they're capable of, only because I didn't pick up

an art a paint brush until like six years ago, years ago. Like

that's true. Literally, I I was the empty I drew stick figures for

doctors to say, okay, I took the bloo pressure lying down. So

that was the extent of I thought my artistic abilities. But like the plague

hit and stuff, and I had a friend that was selling all these art

supplies and for whatever reason, I was like, oh, what the heck,

I'll grab them yep, and just started playing with it, you know,

and it just and that's what's happened over these years is just doing that.

And so that in and of itself to me showed me that I really

don't know what I'm capable of. And you like and actually try it if

you have no idea what kind of creativity is locked inside? You're a musician,

you have the ability to think creatively. Yes, you don't know,

you've never picked up a brush, and went, let me see what I

can do, but I also have zero inclination to do it. So that's

well, that's that's yeah. But part of what's so impressive about what Jenny

has done is so it's it's over the course of our being together that she's

that she started painting. She's so she's kind of still in the grand scheme

of things, relatively new as an artist, but she's already had showings at

Mosaic here in Manchester, Tosaic Art Collective, and she's the featured artist at

the National U Nashua Creative Collective in August. Yeah, the Midnight Midnight Creative

Collectives in August. Yeah, yeah, thank you. They're going to feature

of my work, which is pretty exciting. That's awesome, Yeah, nerve

wracking, exciting. Yes, So it's it's so impressive to me to just

see how she's been able to do that. Oh, by the way,

speaking of uh Nashua, uh spelfy Hams's and the Chatterman says, hey,

everyone just tuned in. Don't know if you've talked about it yet, but

Kira is joining us for the Leading Ladies Show on the nineteenth that Terminus and

is going to be the mcc Artist of the Month for November. Nice.

Well, congratulations, that is fantastic. Yeah, that's fantastic. What what

is this? Leading Ladies? What's that? So there's three bands that's going

to be playing, So Faith and band is going to be there, and

then I want to say, it's another band called Paradise and then my band

Ashbourne. Okay, but I got three bands with Leading Ladies. Oh,

very cool. That's not fun. July nineteenth, Yes, July nineteenth,

that's a Friday. M hm, y doors open eight o'clock. Excellent,

excellent. That's that Terminus and Nashville. If you haven't been, it's an

excellent venue. It really is. I tell everyone because Jenny and I were

there for the open house, and the thing I say to everybody is,

and she's heard me say it a million times. When you walk in,

have you you've I assume you've been there. Yes, it's to me,

it's like walking into another dimension. It's hardest walk in that room. Yeah,

it's totally the tardest, one of the coolest places I've seen for like

a music venue. Yeah, Like, I'm so excited. You walk in

and you think, well, okay, it's kind of small or whatever,

and then you walk a little further and and all of a sudden it just

opens up into this incredible space that's just loaded with musicians and artists and oh

my yeah, yeah, very very cool. I'm looking forward to being there

if you're just joining us, A cure Curtis is here with us live in

studio. I want to go back to, though, what you were saying

about the problem solving with art. It sounds like do you feel that again?

For some like, I'm never going to do it because I just,

like I said, my brain this isn't wired for it, but for creating.

Although like I said, I can, I can do other kinds of

art, you know, musically and so forth. Is do you feel like

creating art helps I mean, is it just kind of good for your brain

overall? Like does it help you with because you mentioned problem solving using art,

and problem solving helps you outside of that as well. Oh yeah,

it also helps with freedom of thought? Yeah, right, because if you

can think outside of the box, regardless of whether it's you know, art

on paper, whether it's writing, whether it's music, Art in itself is

a way of creating individual thought and creating new ideas and challenging you know,

ideas that might not work anymore, right because people are forever evolving. That's

just kind of the whole point of being human, right, Art is you

know, a way of problem solving in the sense of, yes, it's

it's also visual, but it also kind of helps in the sense of the

best way I can explain it. So it's like we are constantly stimulated by

it, right, everything that we see is art, you know. So

it's like whether it's social media or phones, t shirts, it's everywhere.

It's also the same reason why it's no longer valued because when it's in our

face all the time, why would we understand the value when it's something that's

so easily accessible. Right, So now it's like there's this idea that art

is just a means of, you know, putting feelings on paper. It's

no longer this idea that we are you know, taking a problem and solving

it. It's only seen as this one facet when it's so much more nuanced

than that. And even take like engineering, engineering or architecture that is a

form of visual art in itself. There's a lot more mathematics involved, but

it is still a form of problem solving. You know, if someone goes

to fix their house and they want to add a deck and they want it

to fit the specific you know, proportions and measurements, they're going to have

to be able to visualize that. You know, So regardless of what it

is, it is a very necessary skill across the board, even if it

is just being able to visualize a goal. I used to tell my students

that there is just like it's okay, that it's not something you're good at.

Think of it as and I'd ask them like, hey, what do

you want to do when you grow up? You know, if they could

give me a response like okay, I want you to visualize that, it

doesn't matter. You know, at the end of the day, this isn't

about whether you can or cannot draw. This is about you visualizing the things

that you want and understanding how to create a path for yourself to be able

to achieve that goal, right, because paths aren't linear. I've definitely bounced

around a lot. I mean, I want to you know, I'm pursuing

my dream, but I mean I've been all over the place. Sure,

sure, you know, but I've been able to collect and build a skill

set that works for me in pursuing the path that I choose. So art

kind of gives that facet of Yeah, it doesn't have to be on paper,

but at least gives people the skill set to be able to communicate and

visualize the things they want and how to achieve them. A lot of what

you're saying too resonates with me because I'm a hypnotherapist and one of the things

that I do during the session is I have the client, well, I

have a standard thing that I do pretty much at the end of every session

where I have them visualize, visualize themselves, but a version of themselves that

they most want to be, and I talk about the path to getting there,

and I have them do this visualization where they actually step inside that version

and become that version of who they want to be. But I always too,

I tell all of my clients, even outside of hypnosis, visualization is

very powerful because everything that we do, everything that we accomplish or create,

everything that we become, everything that we achieve, it all starts in our

imaginations. It all starts with some sort of visualization. First you imagine it,

you dream it, you think it, and then you go and accomplish

it. You do it and make it real. Oh, A Spelfe in

the chat room says, I don't think I can be hypnotized. Anybody can

be hypnotized. What's that? Everybody says that? Is it a consent thing?

Exactly right, It's not like you see on TV in the movies.

I can't you know, I can't hypnotize you against your will. But if

you want to be hypnotized, I can't. I tell everybody, really,

all hypnosis is self hypnosis. I'm just guiding you through the process, you

know. But it's like people saying they can't meditate, but you can.

If you can box breathe, you can meditate because you know what I mean.

If you really want to change something, then you absolutely can be hypnotized

and affect those changes. But if you're going to fight against it, this

no real point. Something else that really caught my ear. You were talking

about art not being valued. Can you expand on that? Oh? Absolutely,

I'm so. It's like, at least throughout my life I encountered a

lot of people where it's just like, why would you be an artist when

you can go online and print, like just print things off your printer or

you know, I've I've had people tell me to go get a real job,

like I've Yeah, I've had some people say some pretty nasty things to

me. But that's okay, that's that's you know, that's a projection of

them, not of me. But yeah, I think it's jealousy. I

think it's that's jealousy in the sense that they want to cut you down in

some way and they get less valued. I think it's more than that though.

Yeah, I think that deep down a lot of people have goals that

they wanted and because for whatever reason, whether it was programmed in or whatnot,

they felt obligated to pursue a different path. And that because they themselves

did not believe that they had the option and they gave up it that in

their mind, it isn't an option for anybody. And so if they were

to accept that it is a valid path if they choose, if they were

to choose it, they would actually it would challenge everything they think they currently

understand. Yes, it would. It'd be an ego death in itself because

they would have to accept that the world that they understand is not the world

that they thought it was. Right, I really love how you put that,

Ye, thank you. But I think the same goes for like the

value of art. And so it's like I said before, it's like when

you're overstimulated with it. Rights, It's like that was it demand supply versus

demand. We have a huge supply and arguably, at least in the sense

of because people kind of put all art in the same you know thing,

there's more supply than there is demand for it. Yeah, right, So

should you put this? I guess as a result because if stuff that we

see, people don't understand how much work in time goes into it, and

they don't understand that even like something like T shirt design is not going to

be the same as a fine artist, right. And it's also not you

know, you're sitting in a corner at home, Doodling's a lot more to

it, and arguably to be an artist too. You can't just sit at

home. There are plenty of people that I've seen, you know who it

was quote the only thing that they were good at. So they went to

art school and they were really good. However, they weren't expecting what comes

after, right, which is you have to be your own entrepreneur. You

have to be your own marketer, and if you aren't, you have to

find someone who's willing to do it for you. Right, there's a lot

of time and effort. Arguably being an artist, the drawing portion of it

is the lesser portion of it. It's important, you need it to have

a body of work. But to be successful at art, you have to

understand who you're marketing to and like, even if you draw for yourself,

able to identify the people that like the stuff that you're producing. Like just

just as an example, like avocado punds are super silly, Like that was

an inside joke that I didn't think was going to go anywhere, but people

liked it. It was well received. It was a surprise to me.

But you know what, that's okay, that's a sacrifice I am willing to

make. But like I was able to find my niche does it make sense

to most people. Maybe not. You know, I think that my art

may or may not offend some people because it is humor. So there are

artists that I suspect from conversations I've had that might resent the fact that I've

pursued the humor because they want people to take art seriously, and so by

pursuing a humorous outlet, it might seem disrespectful to some people because they spend

so much time and energy into making something that challenges the status quo that the

idea that somebody is making art that is humorous is offensive to them, which

is kind of interesting, but you know, it is what it is.

But art subjective and art challenges different ideas and different perspectives, So there really

isn't any right or wrong to it. But anyway, I got sidetracked.

I think that that's a big portion of it. Though people don't understand the

amount of time investment that it requires to actually make those things. And then

when you add AI into the mix as well, it's like now it is

at their fingertips. They can literally just type it into an engine. So

now, because they didn't have the context required to understand how much time and

effort it not only takes to make a piece, but edit a piece,

market a piece, why would they, you know? And it'd be wrong

to blame people for it because as artists, we have not provided the context

necessary for people to understand. So now we're in a pickle because now people,

because they already didn't understand it, are moving to AI because they want

to be artists too and don't have the skill set or foundation to do so.

And you know, we just haven't been open about, you know,

the process and how much time it takes, especially since a lot of us,

you know, I'm not an introvert. I got lucky in that particular

regard, but most partists aren't. They're introverted. They just want to stay

home in their happy place and make their art and do stuff behind a computer

screen. But they're not talking face to face with their community, right right.

You know, I think as you're talking about this, it occurs to

me, you know, because something that I've talked about a lot on the

show over the years is how musicians very often will approach music as they think,

if what they're doing is really great, that something is going to happen

to them to help them be successful, and they don't, you know,

just as you were talking about, you know, there's some entrepreneurial steps that

you have to take to market yourself and to get yourself out there. And

it's just like with music. You know, a lot of musicians I like

to talk about the mythical record company scout that doesn't exis anymore and hasn't for

a long time. But but there's people who still believe, you know,

I'm gonna go out, I'm gonna play these bars and uh, because what

I'm doing is so great that eventually a record company scout's going to wander in

and see me on stage and be so impressed they're going to give me a

ten album deal and fly me out to LA and the whole thing. Yeah,

and and you know, even twenty years ago that was pretty statistically unlikely

to happen. But but I feel like it sounds like you're you're kind of

saying too. It's it's not just with music, but probably with any kind

of art. Right, there's there's people who just think, if I do

this amazing work and maybe I just put it online somewhere, people are going

to see it and they're going to be so impressed with what I've done,

when really it's like, you know, it's an old cliche, but it's

valid. You know, if a tree falls in the forest and you know

no one's around here, it doesn't make a sound. If what you're doing,

no matter what it is, music or visual art or anything, if

you're creating things, but you're not putting in the effort to make those connect

and do like you did, you know, printing business card and going to

businesses and talking to people. You know, if you don't do that part,

if you're not willing to do that part, or or find someone who's

willing to help you with that part, then you know you're kind of you're

kind of dead in the water. Yep, yep. The other thing too,

I'd like to hear more of your thoughts on and Jenny probably would too.

As you mentioned AI. That's been a subject on the show that we

visit from time to time, and again more with music because you know,

there's there's a lot happening in the music industry right now legally in terms of

AI and and how to deal with it. And I think the last time

we talked about it on the show, we were talking about I think it

was Universal Music Group was threatening these AI companies if they find out that they're

they're using Universal Music artists to train their AI models, and it's it's a

whole thing, and it's fair, and I have a lot of mixed feelings

about it myself. I mean, you know, I'll always advocate on the

side of artists but but I do have I don't know, I have a

lot of mixed feelings about it, but I'm really curious to hear what you

think. So it's one of those like I try to see both sides of

it because like I am an artist. So it's like, okay, the

fact that the fact of the matter is it can't create new things. What

it can do is it can create mashing things up that already exists right now.

Are there potential uses for it? Is there a market for it?

Absolutely? Like you know, if Joe plays Dungeons and Dragons, you know,

and just once an avatar for his freaking character, you know, he's

not necessarily going to want to spend sixty dollars, you know, to commission

somebody. So I can understand that side of it, because there are plenty

of people who, you know, they might even commission atwork, but they

might not want to buy something, especially if it's a throwaway character, you

know, building campaigns and stuff like that. So for purposes like that for

the general public, I totally get it. But then there's the issue of

consent, and that's the big conundrum. Now. I kind of feel like,

if best case scenario, I think It's one of those things where it's

a tool, you know, and just like any other tool, you know,

it can either create a lot of good or it can be a lot

of bad, And it's just a matter of how we use the tool personally.

What I think that we should be doing, because I think it's a

mistake to run around protesting AI because we're not educating people. And the problem

is it's like, you know, when you scream at somebody and tell them

now and that person doesn't understand why it's a bad thing, all you're doing

is reaffirming that they're just going to go for AI harder, I guess,

is what I'm trying to say, because again they don't have the foundation or

training or understanding to understand why it's valuable to begin with and why it's a

skill set that's necessary. Right I'm you know, so it's like, okay,

so how can we work around that? I don't think, I mean,

regardless of what people feel about AI, I don't think it's going anywhere.

What I think is that we need to find a reasonable solution to find

better ways to use AI that don't hurt the don't hurt artists. So how

do we do that. Well, I'm Pandora when that was a thing,

Like I know, when music became a lot more easy to get a hold

of, but artists weren't necessarily getting compensated the way that they should. Yeah,

well that's also been a pretty consistent subject on the show. Yeah,

but it's just like if we could find a way to create where it's AI

becomes its own field. So basically artists could consent, right, they'd have

to sign a contract because consent is key here. Then they could put their

art into the program, right, and so then they're getting compensated for the

art that they're putting and it gives them exposure. Right. But the other

key factor too is they would need to be cited. So just like on

Pandora, when an artist comes up, it would list, you know,

the artist in the name of the song, the AI would need to just

basically list what it pulled from. Because then it's like people know where to

find the art if they like it. The artist is being credited and the

person is still getting what they want, just like Pandora. Right, maybe

if maybe it's a small fee, maybe it's like eight ten cents go to

somebody each time it's pulled from right. Oh. Interesting, Okay, So

it's like, in that way, the artist is getting credited, they're being

compensated, and they're getting exposure, while the person who is you know,

using the AI engine is still getting what they want. So if Joe wants

a D and D character, he can still have his D and D character

while the artist is being compensated. It's like AI is not going anywhere.

We just need to figure out how to use it in a means that makes

everybody happy. Yeah, you know, but I think right now, along

with a lot of other things, we are just too angry to like as

a as a whole in a society that we are not looking at viable solutions

to be able to reasonably construct, you know, a way around a big

issue, you know, to find a solution. Spelfia says of the I

know a tattoo artist that has started using AI because he is sick of spending

hours on a design, and then the client says they don't like it.

Oh, that's interesting, that's interesting. I mean I've also seen artists with

I mean I personally know somebody who are a couple of somebodies who are tattoo

artists that use AI to generate the work, and then they'll like piece things

together in Photoshop and then they'll just create the stencil. So they don't actually

know how to draw. They don't they know how to tattoo, but they

don't actually know how to draw, so because they're just tattooing over the stencil.

Oh, so that's I've got mixed I've got real mixed feelings about that.

But it's one of those like at that point, though, I feel

like there's going to be a divide even in the tattoo industry. Are you

a tattoo artist or are you just a tattoo wer, Because tattooing a stencil,

in my eyes, is not the same as being a tattoo artist.

You can be a tattooer. You can be someone who does the act of

putting ink in someone's skin and being good at it. They might even be

skilled at it, right, but that does not mean they might even be

have figured out how to shade. But that does not mean that I would

quantify them as an artist when they don't actually have the skill set to be

able to draw or composed their own ideas. But that's the whole concept of

freedom of thought. Is somebody a free thinker or are they falling back on

ideas of others in order to succeed? You know, But I also think

that freedom of thought is being discouraged right now. I mean, in general,

independence is slowly being whittled away in general. Yeah, the only thing

I've used when Dolly three first came out, I used it to try to

make a We did a segment on the show when I don't know if you

followed it at all, but when Darryl Hall and John Oates had their initial

lawsuit they're falling out. We did a whole segment about it on the show,

and I tried to make so I I took that segment and I put

it on YouTube, and I wanted to make a thumbnail of I asked.

I think it's the only thing I ever really tried with Dolly three. I

asked it to create an image of Daryl Hall and John Oates in a boxing

ring having a fight. It wouldn't do it it because I guess there's certain

restrictions about violent imagery and or or putting celebrities in violent situations and so forth,

so I had to It was an interesting process because it's kind of like

it's almost like you have to negotiate with it, you know, to try

to get it to create what you want. In fact, Jenny and I

attended I forget the gentleman's name now at most Yeah, a thing. It

was a discussion about a Yeah, it was really interesting. But he kind

of described the same thing trying to get Dolly three to create certain things and

having to kind of manipulate it almost into into creating what he wanted anyway.

With with the with my YouTube nail, what I ended up with the best

I could get it to do was Darryl and John uh playing chess in a

chess match. I got it to create that, and then I I said,

can you make them look angry? And it was willing to do that.

So it's an image of them, Yeah, look at you know,

just kind of glaring at each other angrily over a chessboard. So but but

it was it was an interesting process because I couldn't get it to do exactly

what I wanted, and they don't exactly look like Holling Oates either. But

but you know it's going to become its own thing. Yeah, yeah,

just like anything else. Yeah, but it was, you know, close

enough for a YouTube thumbnail. Oh the time goes so fast, it's already

quarter of what so going forward? I mean, do you do you have

any specific priorities in terms of is are the number one thing in music a

second or or do you think of it that way? Or do you just

think of all of it as as being important to you? Or oh so

all if it's important. I feel like music is always going to have a

special place in my heart, Like I don't. I mean, I think

if it came down to it, if I if if some you know,

in theory, if someone were to walk up to me and be like,

hey, do you want to do music the rest of your life full time,

I'd be like, hell yeah, sign me up, like without hesitation.

Yeah. But art and music for me are kind of symbiotic. Long

term, I'm looking to merge the art, music, and metaphysical community.

Okay, So it's like, because I very much work with all three of

those communities, and there's so much overlap, and it's such all three or

such creative communities, so why not try to combine them? So right now

it's like they kind of work. They feed off of each other, is

what I'm trying to say, right right, I'm curious what you do too?

Metaphysically. We had we had recently on the show the Sister Witch Company.

Oh, I did one of their shows in Manchester. Oh excellent.

Yeah were you at the show with the because they do the Basonic Lodge.

You were at that one? Yeah, it was back in like April.

Oh okay, okay, Yeah, they're amazing. I I went and had

a meeting with them actually yesterday, because we're going to be I shouldn't talk

about it yet until it's definitely happening. But good, good things are coming.

But but what what so what do you do in that in that realm?

So to speak? So I do palm readings, I do terror readings.

I have sessed people's spaces out before because I am also a medium,

so I do stuff like that as well. It's kind of it's kind of

mixed. I do also sell supplies for it, so things like sage and

crystals, do like build your own pocket spells. I try to just be

informational because it was kind of a it was not a journey I sought out,

but it was the journey I ended up with that explain that if you

could what what do you mean, like, is it something that just kind

of happened where you Oh, it was one of those like I had an

abrupt to spiritual reawakening, and it kind of set me on a journey of

a lot of unanswered questions, and I didn't really know how, Like I

was having trouble making sense of what it is that I was seeing and experiencing,

especially with other people because in a good chunk of these instances, they

were also additionally physical people that I was with, Okay, So it wasn't

like was it in my head? Was it not in my head? It

was like, oh my God, we all just saw that right, like,

you know, but which was kind of hard because like my family was

always very religious, so it was always like, if it ain't Jesus,

don't talk to it. But at the same time, though, not finding

answers was becoming a problem. So I went to a lot of different religious

people who were like pastors, priests, didn't get anywhere. I got the

same answer, like God's got a special purpose for you. If it ain't

Jesus, don't talk to it. Like that's helpful, thanks. So I

ended up kind of finding my own answers. So I'm very all in,

all out kind of persons. That's kind of how I ended up jumping down

the tarot rabbit hole, where it was like because I had spirits who were

interacting with not just myself but people who were around me. And I had

a friend at the time who was a terror reader, and every time she

pulled cards, it was the same cards in the same order every single time.

Really, oh yeah, it was super weird. It was wicked weird,

and I had a whole existential crisis. I was like, Oh my

god, why it's so weird. But that also piqued my curiosity, so

then I ended up buying my own deck, And I also ended up jumping

down the numerology rabbit hole and the astrology rabbit hole and palm rating and all

this other stuff. And I found that a lot of the metaphysical stuff actually

ties into a lot of physical things. So like, for instance, your

palm is your biological imprint of where you're currently at. So it's like every

time you make a decision, every time something happens to you, your body

has a chemical reaction your biology is going to respond to, and it just

so happens that you know the lines on your hand actually mirror what you're going

through on a biological level level, right, So it's like there are physical

relationships with these things. It's not just you know, hoodoo, voodoo,

you know whatever, or even like frequencies things that people would talk about where

it's like, you know, let's say there's like an evil spirit. A

lot of that is on a frequency level. But if you go into like

scientific studies on frequencies, some of them can be harmful. I'm blanking on

what the frequency is called, but there are some frequencies that can cause psychopathy.

I've I've read a little bit about this a long time ago. Somebody

got me interested in it, but it was, like I said, it

was quite a while ago, so I don't know what you know. I'm

sure there's more research that's been done on it. But yeah, but that

is that is very interesting. I'm curious. I don't know if you want

to if you're not comfortable answering this, understand, but I am curious if

if it's cause any issue with your family and all that that laugh answers it,

Uh, in their eyes, I might as well be sacrificing babies.

Oh no, oh yeah, is that the case? Am I sacrificing babies,

absolutely freaking not. But this in the eyes of my family, I

might as well be Oh wow, yeah, that's it is what it is.

Yeah, I'm sorry to hear that. I mean, so there's there

you don't do you not interact with them or or do you for different reasons?

No, but I'm not going to get into that right now. But

no, I I don't have much contact with my family. Yeah. Yeah,

well no, that's that's too bad. But but I mean that's what

chosen families exactly exactly. Yeah. Oh sorry, sorry, sorry, go

ahead, Yeah, I hear you. And sometimes the families we create are

better than the ones were supposedly related to. Yeah, I agree. Oh.

By the way, Spelfie had made a comment to uh in the chat

because you were talking about, you know, kind of mixing these different modalities.

She said, Uh, Kira is doing an art class at the MCC

painting tarot cards. So you actually so you're actually painting the tarot cards.

So basically, so I have a bunch of decks, so I'm going to

bring them in and people can choose what card they want from what out of

her deck, Okay, and so it'll be like that will be their reference.

Yeah, and then I'll have like paper and stuff so they can actually

kind of meditate on it. Because with error cards, because each each tarot

deck is going to communicate a little differently. So while each card means,

you know, across different terror decks mean the same things, the pictures communicate

differently, right, so the way that they read is going to differ.

Okay, So the idea is when you get a Teraroor deck, you're actually

supposed to meditate with it, and if you're going to go really deep into

it, you got to. You're supposed to meditate with every single card because

you're going to develop a relationship with each card on a spiritual level. Yeah.

Have I done that? No, I've done that once with one card,

but I just I never sat down with a whole deck. But I

will say it's a very very interesting experience. But anyway, I digress.

The idea is they'll pick a card that they resonate with and they are going

to paint that card. Okay, interesting, very interesting. Wow, Kiara,

we are rapidly approaching the top of the hour. This has been a

wonderful conversation. I'm so glad you came in thank you. I want to

make sure everybody knows what they need to know to find you online, keep

up with everything that you're doing your website, any social media you want us

to know about, and any any events that you have coming up that you

want to put out there too. Oh, my band's going to be playing

not just at the Terminus, We're also going to be playing at Root Awakening

the next day, on July twentieth. I want to say, it's from

eight till eleven. Where is that. It's in Nashua, Nashua. It's

actually not too far away from the Terminus. Oh okay, but it's off

the main road, which is kind of cool. Yeah, and then that's

the big thing. I mean, I'm at the one dry flea market every

weekend on Sundays. Okay, okay, yeah, very good, very good.

And the website, oh Kira Curtis dot rt k E I R A

c U R T I S dot art okay, very good dot art.

Yeah. Yeah, I was pretty excited. I saw that was an option

for a domain. I was like, yeah, yeah, there's there's all

kinds of options for domains now. Yeah, it's it's kind of interesting,

kind of a random question. But I'm curious, is anyone ever misspelled your

first name all the time all the time. I can't like almost everything,

but K E I R A. But I also had the weird Gaelic spelling

and the English spellings K I E R A. Yeah, so everybody thinks

I before E or they give me like the Kira from Death Note. Always

always find out real quick if someone watches and animes the first thing out,

it's like, oh, like from Death Note close but no cigar. Oh

that's funny. Yeah, yeah, what can you do? That is what

it is? At least memorable? Yeah, exactly. There you go,

all right, and we're gonna end with So this is something that it's on

YouTube. You recorded a cover of I Have Nothing by Whitney Houston. So

we'll give that a listen to and the segment any any are you any particular

reason you chose that song to to record a cover of. I really like

Whitney Houston. She's definitely somebody that I look up to as far as like

her career is concerned. Yeah, so it just kind of gives me a

goal of all in mind. I also just like challenging songs. Yeah,

it's definitely something I've been working on over the last like year or two,

strengthening my vocal range. Actually bronchitis. When I recorded that, yeah,

no, oh wow, Is that part of why you did it to challenge

yourself? No, I actually didn't know I had a bronchial infection. I

was sick for a little over a year, which sucked. I didn't know

what was wrong. I had had bronchitis like September, so this was back

in twenty twenty two. But I had gotten sick and then I went to

the doctor. I have asthma, that matters. They gave me the steroids,

and then I thought it was over with. But then if I was

up for a little too long, I kept getting resick over and over and

over again, and then my vocal range cat in like half wow, where

like I lost a good chunk of it. But then I was like,

is am I doing something wrong? I thought I was dehydrated, you know.

I thought maybe I pushed myself too hard because I do have a history

of not sleeping. So I was like, maybe it caught up with me.

And then I got really sick again, and come to find out that

I was still sick with bronchitis. Okay, so I was like, are

you kidding me? I've had bronchitis for over a year now, it can

linger. Yeah, I've known people that's happened to apparently with asthma. So

with asthma, it doesn't go away. You have to you have to get

it treated. Like they had to hook me up to a breathing machine more

than once because I wasn't getting enough oxygen. But yeah, so essentially they

can put you on steroids, but that won't necessarily cure it. So they

had to put me on steroids, and they had to put me on antibiotics,

and like I wasn't even sure it killed it then because apparently, again

asthma, it don't go away. So I'm after like a year of that

finally went away. But a lot of the stuff on my channel, I

still had bronchitis. Oh wow. I was just like, I'm getting my

yeah yeah, but no, I've got my voice back now. Yeah,

I'm pretty happy about it. You worked through it, yeah, yeah.

Well okay, so we'll give this a listen, and Kira thank you again

so much. Absolutely absolutely all right here it is Kira Curtis, I have

nothing by Whitney, Houston, Hfe. Take me for one Kuzona, but

change, Oh my colorgey love. I'll never rise sport. You move just

to that you and everything man you do. I don't really need to look

very much further. I don't want to have to go where you don't follow.

I want to hold it back again, this passion inside. Get to

run from myself. There's no lead up. Don't make babel who's running with

them? I don't wanna anymore. It's times, it master time. Don't

get you there, don't walk away from I haven't nothing anything if I don't

have you. You you You see the room right to the horn of me.

You break down my walls with the strength of your low I never't know

love thing. Why do you wi

Game Plan